Friday, June 8, 2007


I am guessing that I should apologize for not really feeling like blogging lately.

But I won't.

I don't feel like it (apologizing or blogging).

I am sad and angry. I am lost and lonely.

I am trying to enjoy summer, so far I only love the rain and fresh fruit.

I am trying to keep my head up.

I don't feel witty, or clever, or insightful.

I just am not good company of late.

I really don't want to talk about the problem, so it leaves me with little to say.

So, I will say that I miss you all. Which is strange since I don't really know you. But there is something to be said for sharing these posts, divulging the personal to perfect strangers and finding in that a kinship.

I mean I have a wicked green thumb, and all my house plants need emergency surgery. I am just very...tired. Tired is not the correct word, but it's what I find myself saying lately. Even though I have actually been sleeping well.

As a trivial aside, I will add that I recognize that carbs do not help me at all when I am like this.

I need to refuel. Nourish my self.

Right now, I am as blank as the watercolor paper in my art room. So, I may link to someone who is actually clever, or post a picture or an old posting until I shake this off.

I felt I owed an explanation.

P.S. I do have a few comments about Rosie....but she gives me such a headache, it can keep.


  1. Hey storm,
    Sorry you got the blues but don't worry. It, like everything else happens for a (fucking) reason. Listen to your intuition... oh, and no explanation necessary- but you already know that. You can use my medicine if you want: pizza and wine. Take care.

  2. Thanks r.d., I thought about that.
    and maybe a walk later would help too...(i haven't run in years)

  3. Take care of yourself in whatever way that you need to. We'll all be here when you're ready. :)

  4. thanks kelly.

    sassy, hugs are always welcome. thank you.

  5. r.d
    i am enjoying a glass of wine this evening.
    kelly it's the rivola, i am enjoying it.


  6. Refresh my memory on what the rivola is like. I know you've mentioned it to me before.

  7. Its' the Spanish red. nice, not too dry. great. I think you got if for Christmas.

  8. Thanks, Storm. I totally forogt that I had gotten the rivola. Thank you for being my brain this morning! :)

  9. Hi Storm
    Hows things? not been about for a while, but I will be catchin up on your posts later, so be warned...
    have fun and be good !

  10. Not to put words in your mouth--but weary came to mind when I read this.

    I hope you are feeling better and if not yet..that it turns for you, soon.


    Take gentle care.

  11. het,
    glad to hear from you. welcome back.

    only daughter
    thank you. weary is a word that I think is very fitting. I have nothing right now. Do you know what I need? A fingerpainting class with a group of kindergarteners! a fresh perspective, something to remind me why we run this treadmill day after day.

    probably t.m.i. (too much info), sorry.
    hugs, and sincere thanks

  12. Nope, not at all. I know just what you mean. Spending time around kindergarteners does tend to put wind in one's sails.

    Hope you find/found some.

  13. thanks. too bad school's out.

    hugs all.